Food for the Soul

Before coming to university in 2019, I really fell out with my faith – I regularly went to Church (mostly because my mum made me), but also because I eventually began playing my guitar in Church. Then in 2014, my brother died very suddenly. It was such a difficult time and whilst I kept being involved with chaplaincy at school, my brother’s sudden death had really shaken my faith in God and I really struggled to have faith in him. In 2019 I started my university life here at Leeds Trinity University doing a degree in photography. In February 2020, I heard about Youth 2000 when the Lay Chaplain at the time asked if I wanted to help out. I was in a bit of a tricky situation as my 21st birthday fell on that weekend, and I thought I’d much rather go out with my friends to celebrate. I said yes to helping on the first night, and I am so glad I did! During that night, I saw how welcoming everyone was and how you could really feel God’s presence. I was overwhelmed by how much love was poured out with every song sung, in every conversation, and in the moments of stillness. I tried to be open and take part in ways where I felt comfortable (this was a little bit new to me), leading me to take part in Adoration during the night with my friend. Youth 2000 kept the Blessed Sacrament out throughout the whole weekend, and there always has to be someone with it, so I signed up for a late night slot. As I kept looking at the burning bush (a structure with candles on which is usually in the centre of the main space where the Blessed Sacrament is exposed on top), I kept hearing “ it is you that I have been waiting to find ”, which I found out later was from Shine by Years & Years . It was so strong and clear in my mind, and I knew that it was God reaching out to me. I had been struggling for so long with my faith and with who I was, that this really hit me. I wish I had been able to stay longer that weekend, but luckily, since then, I have been able to get involved several times with Youth 2000 . I have been able to use my gift of photography to document the virtual 2021 retreat, and the Ampleforth retreats which run during the summer, and I have been able to attend retreats in between. I have also managed to find a church I love, and found ways that I can worship easily now that I am in full-time employment post-graduation. I have never felt such a strong sense of community and belonging like I do at Youth 2000 events, and I think that the retreats can have such a huge impact on you regardless of where you are in life or your faith journey. I would encourage anyone to go. You have the opportunity to make lifelong friendships, experience God’s love, and be part of something beautiful. Youth 2000 is coming back to Leeds Trinity University for a one day retreat on Saturday 15 February , and you are invited. Want to know more? Check out their new video here. Becca Mills graduated with a BA in Photography from Leeds Trinity University in July 2022.

I graduated from Leeds Trinity in 2014 with a BA in Theology. It was during my time at University that I was introduced to the Catholic faith by some friends and the staff in the Chaplaincy. I was brought up in an evangelical Anglican family, and faith and church were very much a big part of my life. It was while I was at 6th form, in my native Hull, that I first thought about dedicating my life to service of God and His people. However, being an Anglican I naturally thought that this would be within the Church of England. After speaking to my local Vicar, he suggested that I do a degree first and continue to discern during this period of study. I chose Leeds Trinity for two main reasons. Firstly, I liked the fact that it was a Catholic University. While I didn’t really know much about Catholicism at the time, I was just glad to see a university that took its Christian faith seriously, and this was reflected in the prominence of the Chaplaincy. The second reason was due to its size. I valued that it was a small university and that you could really get to know people rather than just being a number in a crowd. During my time at Leeds Trinity, I spent a considerable amount of time in the Chaplaincy. It was my go-to place before, between and after lectures. I found a community here that helped me grow in my faith and deepen my friendships – it was here that I met some of my dearest friends. It was also here that I was introduced to the Catholic faith. At first, I was very sceptical. Catholicism was completely new to me, and I didn't know what to think. I mainly attended out of curiosity. However, the more I explored, the more I felt drawn to it. My studies helped too. The more I learned about the early Church and modern teachings, the more I realized that the Catholic Church had deep roots. This was a significant revelation for me, and it took some time to process. It was only in the final few months of my time at university that I began the formal process to join the Church. This happened at St Mary’s Church in Horsforth during the Easter Vigil in 2015, and I was welcomed into the Church by Fr Marc Homsey, the current priest Chaplain at Leeds Trinity. After graduating, I stayed in the Horsforth area and got a job working for NPower, during which time I was getting used to being a Catholic. However, the nudge to serve within the Church never went away and I wondered if I was being called to be a Catholic priest. Through prayer and conversations I began my discernment to the priesthood.. This took me to a number of different places – the journey to priesthood hasn’t been a linear one. I began my journey as a Dominican Friar, and I was with them for 2 years before discerning out and joining Leeds Diocese. I spent the remainder of my seminary years at the Venerable English College in Rome. I was ordained a Priest on Saturday 28th January 2023, the feast of St Thomas Aquinas (who is the patron saint of students!). I’m glad to say that there were number of Leeds Trinity Students, both past and present, there to celebrate and support me. A fun fact – I am currently the assistant priest in the Parish of Our Lady of Kirkstall, in which St Mary’s Church is in, so it is wonderful to be back there serving the community who welcomed me. Attending Leeds Trinity changed my life completely, and I can say with confidence that I haven’t regretted it one bit. Leeds Trinity will always hold a special place in my heart as the place where I began my journey to the Priesthood, but more importantly, into the Catholic Church, a journey that may have had its ups and downs but has been, and continues to be, one of great joy and discovery. Fr Marc is an Alumnus of Leeds Trinity University and Assistant Priest of The Parish of Our Lady of Kirkstall

As a teenager, I was always the go to friend. The one who people told their problems to and shared things that started with, ‘I’ve never told anyone this before …’ I didn’t know why or how I’d become that person, but somehow I had. I didn’t know, but God did! People often ask me how I came to be a Lay Chaplain and I think it started as far back as then, a teenager growing up in Blackpool trying to work out who she was and what her purpose was. It was far from straightforward – I definitely made a few wrong decisions in my youth, believe me! I was really blessed to have the accompaniment of those further on the journey and growing in my faith help to guide me along the way. I always knew I wanted to work with people and still now love hearing about people’s lives and the journey they’ve been on. I’m fascinated by their experiences, and I love to listen. Accompanying people and coming alongside them in what they are going through is such a privilege, and one I don’t take for granted. I left University unsure of what career path I wanted to take and soon found myself on a Postgrad in Youth & Community Work alongside a gap year working as a Youth Worker for a Church in Blackpool. Soon after came marriage, children, and a move to Leeds, interspersed with a Children’s Ministry job, and then a job as the New Wine Worship Ministry Manager, which included organising worship teams for large conferences. No matter the role, I always found myself accompanying people. I didn’t intend to have the deep and meaningful conversations with people, but more often than not, I found myself in them! It took me a while to recognise that this was something God had laid on my heart – to be available for people, to really listen and show them that they have value and a purpose, and are loved unconditionally by God. This is what led me to become a Lay Chaplain. I am motivated by my faith and a desire to love and serve as Jesus does. When this job at Leeds Trinity University came up, we had just moved back to Leeds for a second time, so the timing (or God’s timing) was perfect! It’s so easy in a job to get consumed by the little things – the logistics and paperwork – and whilst that is part of the role of a Lay Chaplain (and an important one), what’s more important are the people in front of us. From running our monthly prayer evenings, (‘Into the Light’ with the Franciscan Sisters) to Homeless Runs and Staff Prayer Breakfasts, Tea on the Landing to one to one’s with those who need to talk, no two days are ever the same, and I wouldn’t have it any other way! Cat Sayburn is the Lay Chaplain at Leeds Trinity University

During October, I took the opportunity to take part in the homeless run through the Chaplaincy. It was also the first time the Chaplaincy had ran it out of the the City Centre Campus, which worked really well.

I begin my work long before I get to my desk. The walk from the car park to my office takes me through busy campus corridors where people are either rushing to their next meeting or killing time in between them. I once heard an experienced Chaplain talk about the importance of walking slowly on campus.